I'm totally exhausted with the days I passed. I have to teach for 4 days in a week and do some things related to Fritz.

I have 4 days of teaching. Tuesday to Thursday from 3 PM to 6 PM. I have to go at 2 PM after Ali has closed his shop. We change the shift, Ali takes my role, baby sit Fritz, while I go for teaching.

I go with Ali's car which hasn't power steering and an aquarium window car. Then I have to face the traffic jam in the afternoon that sometimes it took 1 to 1,5 hours in the street (supposed to be it took half an hour only).

I really need to use a motorcycle. Unfortunately, we don't have enough money to make a motor license. Plus some money we had spent for the broken gadgets..So I have to face the traffic jam and pray lots hoping there aren't bad traffic jam during my going home way.

Then I have a private class on Saturday. Luckily, I don't need to drive and again, Ali takes my role taking care of Fritz. The class has just started last Saturday. And Ali had gone to a big supermarket nearby with mom along them.

With those days I pass, honestly, I don't think lots of Fritz's meal and forget to make a weekly menu for him. I'm so bad!

Recently, his appetite isn't back normal again. With his 8 grow teeth, he totally refuses all the meal I cooked. He just wants the tasty food with the MSG inside....oooh...dear......

My felt creation is also untouchable. I left it totally. I really don't have any time to do it.

I really need arranging my time!!

For last few weeks, I really lost one by one my gadgets. The first one was my camera pocket. One of our relatives had borrowed it since beginning of July and it's still be with her till today. I really missed my camera.

Actually, Ali has borrowed his. He took it from his house and brought to my house. Honestly, I'm a saver pictures. Usually, I save all the pictures the good as well as the bad ones, the new and also the old ones. With Ali's camera, I couldn't do it. So I have to save some pictures and delete it some if I want to take others. It really took times and I really missed my camera. I'm gonna ask it tomorrow....hehehehe.....

Then last few weeks, suddenly in the one morning, the TV in our room was broken when I had turned it on. It had no pictures at all, just the sound. After a week, Ali brought it to the nearest service center. It has to be fixed for a week. Now, the TV is back to normal...*yay*

The 3rd ones was my computer's monitor. Ages has taken my monitor and it died already. We have to buy the new one. It has been with me since 2002, so I have to let it go. Ali asked one of his relatives and bought the second computer's monitor.

Sometimes, when we really lack of money, there lots of "accidents" come nearby and ask us to spend more money than we have. That's happen to us!!

Grrrrr....

Last 2 wedding ceremonies, Fritz has shown uncomfortable being there. He always cried and cried and cried aloud.....-_-'
First wedding ceremony was in Yohana & Rubein's. Yo is one of AdEM's (Association de Eight Madam) members. She is the 7th member who got married and still have 3 more left. Both of them were celebrating their day at poolside of Hotel Arya Duta.

Three of us came together using Jun's car. There were Jiska, Vivi and Re's mom. So there were 7 of us in the Xenia car. Then there was X-tine and her hubby, dad and mom in the other car.

When we arrived, Fritz has just woken up. So when we have been on the spot, he might be shocked with the situation there. The party was going on with the loud voice of MC and big sound of the music. Suddenly, he cried so loudly and sadly.

He still cried and cried till the time we wanted to go home. Till we moved away from the venue. Gee.....can u guess how long it be?? it's almost one hour we've been there and Fritz didn't want to go down or being hug by others except me.....even with his dad......don't ask how tired I was......-_-'

Both of us didn't take enough food and still hungry when we arrived at home. Fuiiiiih......

Next wedding was one Ali's friends from high school, Hanky & Heidi. They held it in Gedung Arsip. Another outdoor party. First was the poolside party and now was garden party. Both of them hasn't good light as well as in the indoor party.

The same situation we had last night. When I arrived at the venue while Ali was still looking for the place to park his car, suddenly Fritz cried loudly and sadly (again...). It happened till the time we left the venue.

All of Ali's friends were asking what happened with this boy. And again...it's all because of the loud voice and his unfeeling well of his body.

Fortunately, in this 2nd party, we had enough food though we can't grab all the booths. ^^ And Fritz can control his emotion, he stopped his cry when he ate krupuk and saw some little children especially some girls. ^^

I'm still wondering what happened with this boy...
First caution might be because of his unfeeling well or getting sleepy.
Then maybe because of the loud sound.

Fritz got flu again after 4 month he's strong and healthy...

It started 2 weeks ago and I still did the same method, not going to doctor and prefer to do traditional medic to cure him.

For the first week, I went to the park everyday and got plenty of sunshine there. Though Mr Sun wasn't shine strong enough after the everyday rain in the night. I've got the flu too and it's really bad. Thankful, we can do the sunbathing together and a few hours after that it began to rain heavily.

And every night I asked Ali to cut the red onions and add some cooking oil a little bit in the small bowl then I rub it on Fritz's tummy and back to make him warmer.

He successfully can sleep tight and just woke up for drink milk.

When it went a week, I'm free from my flu but Fritz's still. Mr Sun was really too shy to shine in the morning. So we just stayed at home. I also started to give him flu medicine that I had bought few months ago. I gave it every night to make him sleep well.

His appetite was also lost days by days. He just ate a little only and I believe it's not enough for his daily needs. He looks thin but still active.

The peak was on Friday. After he woke up from his nap at 3 PM, suddenly his head was so hot when I touch it. So I gave him Tempra to make his fever got down. He became so cranky all day night. He refused all the food that I gave. He also didn't want to walk or even stand by himself. He looked so limp and weak. His face was pale and he got FEVER for the first time.

He was sooo cranky...couldn't sleep well in the night and always asked for milk all day night. So I finally I faced the Fever's time of Fritz.

I'm so sad when I saw Jeunk Mer went out from the garage this morning. Today was her last day staying in there. I will never see her anymore for the rest of my life.

Honestly, from the deepest of my heart, I'm really so sad.

She has accompanied me more than a decade. So many stories left behind with her. She was always beside me through happy or sad in sunny or rainy days...

Yup, she isn't young anymore but she still looks so beautiful. She's still strong though her machines is quite old to go far.

I've just remembered...
She is the one when I learned how to drive for the first time in 1999. I've gotten my first license too at that time with Mr Policeman was beside.

When in high school, she has accompanied me for some moments such as during basketball competitions, graduation day and also when I broke the rule at the street for the first time.

Then during college days. For more than 4 years I went to my univ, she was always beside me. Go here and there, with lots of friends up and down and stories with one of my special friend at that moment...

Also when I saw Ali for the first time, made a relationship with him and got married with him...she knew exactly!

The last one when Fritz went home from the hospital and the days we passed with Fritz...

So many stories left behind with her and I cry for that. Thanks for being my best friend, Jeunk Mer...Though I'll never see you anymore, I'm sure I will remember all the days we passed together...

I miss u already!!