Spent time with my best fella

Today, I really got a bad morning day. I just ran away from my home to let the tense out of my mind.

Together with Fritz, I went to Ali's shop for few hours. We really spent the time as a family. Being together that we seldom have now.

Then, the day became so hot. I didn't bring any Fritz's stuff too. We had to buy a shirt and pants for him.

Fortunately, my beloved fella, Indah Kriessanty was in home. She has resigned from her work couple weeks ago. Then we moved there to spent the day.

I'm so jealous with her. She has a great mom ever. Her mom is raising 3 girls and still taking care of them till now.

She cooks everyday for them. Delivering and picking up them to school, univ and now to the work place. Raising by own her hands without any nanny help. Doing the chores without any complains. Still she's happy to do that.

I wanna be like her, really!
I love raising the children by my own without nanny help as well as doing the chores too. It looks so tired but I have one role to be followed and I believe I can do it!

I really love spending the day today with one of my best fella who has same thought with me and can give me the right solution of my problems.

I just can pray for her, she can make peace with herself of the problems she faces now.

Everybody has their own problems to be solved out and it's just need maturity to get out of the problems itself. Just let me learn through this problems!