He answered my prayers. After I've done so many trials in having my own business, He gave me the answer.

Thanks God for this day. It's really mean a lot for me and everyone to share and care with others who need.

Here's my new creation from flannel. I made this for Andri, members of Dwarfz. She said she wanted to give this one to her baby boy. She also ordered the Farm animals handmade books too but I didn't have the photos anymore.

Suddenly in the afternoon, while I was sitting on the floor in my apartment, Andri sent me a message via my BlackBerry. She said that she's kinda interested with my flannel book. She asked whether I still make it or not. I just said that I didn't make it anymore but I was willing to do it for her if she wanted.

After bargaining some details and prices, I started it for almost 3 weeks upcoming. It's really hard enough to find some material and thankfully I have great friends who want to share some ideas to me. One of them is Ci Ing. She's so lovely and very gorgeous enough for me.

I really adore her so much. She's so kind, good looking and really a goddess for me. She has 2 boys in her luxury house and she really can maintain her house very neatly. I was so afraid that we broke something in her house. LOL

She shared her story about her passion in Scrapbook and about her online shop in FB too. She really loves Scrapbook so much that she has tons of stuffs for making Scrapbook and she puts it very neatly in drawers. How I admire her so so much!!! :D

We talked a lot of Scrapbook in little time but I've got lots information from her. She shared some ideas for me as I had a project for finishing my handmade flannel book for my friend.

She's also doing home education for her boys and they make it very well. Her boys - Clay and Evan - are lovely children who have passion in cooking. Sometimes they share what they cook in FB and to be honest, I'm so into with them. One day, maybe I can follow what Ci Ing do with her boys. Love you, Ci Ing!!! *hugs*

There's nothing special in our 5th wedding anniversary. Don't ever expect any surprise or any a bouquet of flower would appear that I'd really dreamed it since the first year of our marriage from my hubby. Even a simple greeting didn't come out from his mouth. :D

Everything went well as usual like every Saturday. We went at 7 AM in the morning for my private classes then after that I've an appointment with Ci Ing at her house. Then, we just got back home to apartment. Hmmm...really nothing special from him. Classic!


Maybe I don't need to put more on greetings from his mouth or flower or diamonds {hope so}, but I really thankful lots with these 5 struggling years we've passed, facing up and down of life. Every year has bitter sweet memory to remember. This year really meant a lot for our marriage as we;re doing great.

I'm really thankful to have him in my life. He isn't a person who pushed me to be a perfect wife {though sometimes he complained about my fat!!}. Every cook I make, he always eats it. It's just to respect that food is coming from God so just eats it though it isn't taste yummy. Every thing I did, he always supported {though a bit complained if I was too much with FB :P}. All about him is just perfect for me now.

Thanks for being my very best part of my life, honey. Now, you're not only my hubby, but you're also my best friends FOREVER who always wants to hear all my stories, all my anger, all my complains, and everything my bad. Thanks for these 5 years we had together.

FYI, I'm still waiting one day in my wedding anniversary day will come a beautiful bouquet of flower for me from you. *crossfingers* :D